Trix’ Notes - my neurodivergent notes...

• 10 Dec, 2025 *

I’m starting to believe that I’m hiding behind my creative outlets because the real world scares me. That is also why I have so many fields of interest; without exaggerating, I care about the following creative fields:

• Music making
• Video creation
• Writing
• Traditional and Digital Art
• Coding
• Graphic Design

And that’s quite a lot for just one person! But all of these are important to me, and it’s always hard to choose just "one favourite".

I’m starting to think that different alters have different interests as well. Talking about DID - dissociative identity disorder, now. But we all like creativity in one way or another.

I got an Advent calendar from my boyfriend, where you could paint a picture with different colors you get each day, but I was too excited, so I opened up all the colors and started to paint immediately. And I’m not following the numbers, I paint freely instead. Haha! He lets me be myself and do things my own way, so he didn’t get annoyed that I kind of "ruined" the idea of the Advent calendar, haha! But so far, the painting I’m creating looks kinda cute, at least!

It’s painted freely by hand, and it’s us sitting in front of a fireplace with a "Christmassy" surrounding. Not finished yet, though!

So yeah... the honesty behind me being so darn creative, haha!

x

Trix.