Welcome to my den!

Who am I?

My name is Watcher, and I’m a 21-year-old alterhuman, awakened on april of 2024. I’m from Europe, and I’m currently studying social education.

I use he/they/it pronouns. I’m nonbinary, genderfaun, and aroace.

What am I?

I’m what some folks may call alterhuman. The term alterhuman is an umbrella term with many various definitions. It may be defined as identities that don’t fit the "standard" of what defines humanity, or it may be defined as having an identity that is not strictly human or doesnt fit the normative human identity, among other definitions. Alterhumans may identify as completely non-human (such as an animal, mythological being, or concept), partly non-human, or fully human, but with an identity that does not match their current one (such as a fictional character).

For me, being alterhuman means simply living my life in a nonhuman way, in every sense of the word. Beings like me have their own term, what we in the community like to call holothere, which means that I’m a nonhuman being in every possible way. I’m physically, psychologically, and spiritually a nonhuman being.

I have several kintypes, but for the sake of implicity I’m just gonna list my ’types: Dog therian (greyhound), jackrabbit therian, barn owl therian, watcherkin, winged catkin, moonhearted and phantomhearted. Child of the moon and lab experiment archetype.

I’m physically a Watcher, which means my body is not human at all. I believe my body is the one of a Watcher, my mind is the one of a dog and my soul is the one of a winged cat. I’m also a jackrabbit and a barn owl. But, what are Watchers? Watchers are beings that are made of the matter of the universe. Internally, they dont have organs, bones, or concrete form. They’re made of energy that shows itself in the form of eyes. By analyzing its body, its made of star, dust, darkness... That is to say, they are made of the universe. They take the form of eyes and wings to fulfil its duties more easily. They can change form to whatever they please, but this takes energy.

Biologically, Watchers are technically not alive, but they’re also not dead. It’s some kind of in-between. They can’t be killed, they are immortals, but they are more or less bound to the rules of its worlds. Watchers don’t need to sleep, eat, drink, etc. Because they are not technically mortals, they can’t die “normally” (of old age), but they can still bleed and get hurt by external forces (they can’t starve to death or be poisoned, for example). They have four “main components”: Its cape, its mask, its wings, and its form. Its cape is a gift from the Universe, made of void and stars. It’s used to hide its inner form to players and mobs, so they don’t get scared of its. A Watcher’s true form can only be seen by other Watchers. To the outside World, they are invisible. Its mask is made of a solid material, and it can’t be destroyed. It’s usually white with eyes and the EVO symbol drawn in it. A Watcher can’t Watch worlds without its mask, otherwise it won’t be able to concentrate on what they need to do. The wings were a gift from its superiors, to get around the worlds. They are big, featherly, black and purple. They have eyes on them, to Watch better. To Watch, Watchers need to extend its wings.

Psychologically and spiritually, I’m a winged cat and a greyhound. Both of these identities are very important to me, and they affect me every day of my life. I deal with instincts, urges, and other psychological drives all the time. I think and act like a dog or a winged cat depending on what triggers the urge.

Some other terms that I use to describe myself are: Otherkin, therian, alterhuman, nonhuman, otherhearted... I will explain all of these terms in a moment.

Species and nonhuman identities

Theriotypes: Greyhound, jackrabbit, barn owl.

Kintypes: Watcher and winged cat.

Hearttypes: Phantom and moon.

Archetypes: Child of the moon and lab experiment.

What will I use this website for?

Mainly for fun, and for myself! I have a tumblr blog where I post about my day-to-day life as an alterhuman adult, experiences, little stories, and sometimes some art and writings. This website is an attempt of documenting my nonhuman life more professionally.