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it has been a difficult few weeks for me…but i can say that the years have been difficult too. that is why i don’t understand how she can have the love and patience to endure my self with me. sometimes i have terrible insomnia and i end up waking her up tens of times throughout the night…she really loves and needs her sleep, but instead of being frustrated with me she consoles and feels bad for me. once in a while i have an emotional breakdown and instead of exhaustion in her eyes i see love....