He Tried Accountability, Counseling, and Prayer… But Still Relapsed (opens in new tab)

In this episode, Sathiya sits down with Zach, a DeepClean graduate, to discuss his journey from a lifelong struggle with pornography to lasting recovery and deeper personal growth\. Zach shares how accidental exposure in childhood led to years of secrecy, shame, and repeated relapses despite pursuing counseling, accountability, and 12-step recovery\. He reflects on the difficult process of rebuilding trust in his marriage, confronting the fear of being fully known, and recognizing that true r...