Some more detail on the CTES published stories of Conversion Therapy Exorcism Practices, evidencing harm in the UK
TW. Abuse, detail
Vinnie’s Case could also be categorised as Sexual Abuse, and is a familiar, recognisable pattern for abuse survivors **
Because the leaders of his Church believe the theology that being gay is wrong, they are empowered to abuse this 18 year old, using their position of power to make him feel guilt, shame and helplessness **
Vinnie is 18 (a young person) He is asked leading, intrusive questions about his sexual feelings, practice and attractions He is made to kneel in a circle of twelve grown men He is shouted at **
He is forced into “pretending” to be healed of his same-sex attraction which leads him into a season of feeling guilt, which doesn’t go aw…
Some more detail on the CTES published stories of Conversion Therapy Exorcism Practices, evidencing harm in the UK
TW. Abuse, detail
Vinnie’s Case could also be categorised as Sexual Abuse, and is a familiar, recognisable pattern for abuse survivors **
Because the leaders of his Church believe the theology that being gay is wrong, they are empowered to abuse this 18 year old, using their position of power to make him feel guilt, shame and helplessness **
Vinnie is 18 (a young person) He is asked leading, intrusive questions about his sexual feelings, practice and attractions He is made to kneel in a circle of twelve grown men He is shouted at **
He is forced into “pretending” to be healed of his same-sex attraction which leads him into a season of feeling guilt, which doesn’t go away easily **
He is used as a “poster boy” - - often churches cite previous cases, but they never “undo” those stories when the people inevitably turn out to still be same-sex attracted (see Exodus International, and I’m looking at your future too #livingout) **
Vinnie is able to overcome the odds stacked against him when he is asked to perpetrate the same harm against someone else
Often, survivors can put up with any amount of harm ourselves, but can see the harm when it’s moved to others **
Unlike the original abusers, Vinnie has enough compassion to choose to Not Harm
He said, “No”
Honestly and forgiveness, not hiddeness, are the things which help him in the end **
Noah’s Case shows that churches which hold to the theology of binary understanding, “Adam and Eve” literalism, when it comes to bodies can cause harm
It also illustrates the harm which comes from a belief in “Power Healing” **
Noah’s parents let the church know that Noah has Klinefelter Syndrome, and the leaders react by accusing his parents or ancestors of having sinned, they believe this variation is caused by a “generational curse” **
A belief in Power Healing is the theology which empowers them to cause harm to Noah
Noah has learning difficulties but this is not given any regard by the Church team
He is tricked/manipulated into the abusive practices of Coercive Prayer **
He is made to feel shame, to feel like everyone is looking at him/judging him **
He does not give informed consent to these practices, and is originally abused by the leadership
As a result, he also lost his religion for a time, but was able to reconnect by finding a safe, inclusive space **
Both of these cases illustrate the real life impact of harmful theological practice - - both in terms of holding anti-gay, binary views on the body, but also in using “Power Healing” methods and Coercive Prayer on these individuals **
Both have their lives ruined by the use of these practices, and Noah also loses his faith.
This is the real life impact.
Full stories are published on the CTES website, and we’d love to hear your stories too if you want to share them
…versiontherapyexorcismsurvivors.co.uk **
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