I am not happy with the way I blog these days. I am thinking about a lot of things I shouldn’t.

How’s this written? What do I want to convey? Who do I want to convey it to? Why? Am I writing it correctly? In the right tone? Does the post sound too messed up? Do I sound too messed up? Am I too messed up?

The never-ending line of thought. One that I always wanted to stay away from.

In short, I am thinking a lot about readers. Others. Unknown. I can’t let the unknown steer my thinking.

I said one thought. It need not be coherent. Well-worded. Essay. I don’t write to earn myself praises. I can’t—I suck at writing.

My blog is a vessel I pour my unformed thoughts into so that I can revisit and reflect on them later.