RAW

RAW

Disclaimer: The following work is a piece of social and psychological commentary written from a personal and expressive point of view. It represents opinion and emotion, not established fact, and should be read as a literary reflection on alienation, fear, and change in modern society. Any names, descriptions, or anecdotes referring to identifiable people or institutions are used symbolically or fictitiously. The author does not advocate violence, discrimination, or harm toward any group or individual. Instead, this piece confronts uncomfortable realities and conflicting emotions experienced by individuals navigating a divided culture. Reader discretion is advised.

For those people who enjoy my writings, I must apologize. I have modified some of my language from the original version. Writing while angry is not my usual style. I have found myself obsessed with societal woes lately and it has disturbed my writing and has disturbed me. I will briefly focus on my woke ness concerning homosexuality. Again, I will address the subject of segregation and my feelings about black culture. I complete my thoughts concerning immigration. White heterosexual men with their white heterosexual women producing white babies: We are headed towards extinction.

I am So out of hope. My wife believes that I am too dark. But, when I attempt to write lightly, I feel like I have been violated in some way. No hope, no going back. All you have Left is to stand your ground. Don’t over consume all of the hate that you read on social media but don’t turn your backs and deny the truth, the reality. For me, I need to remove myself from societal commentary and explore elsewhere, other areas of my brain.

I continue to share my thoughts concerning homosexuality. I believe that I do this for two reasons. One, it is possible the only issue in which I am vaguely close to woke. The second reason is because of my son being gay. I have always acknowledged and accepted homosexuality. The practice is as old as ancient Mesopotamia, Greece, and Egypt. From India, the Kama Sutra explicitly mentions same sex acts among both men and women. Apparently, the Jews condemn homosexuality all the way back to the old testament. I do not consider myself Antisemitic, but I don’t give a damn about the old testament. This is supposedly their history. They are no more Gods chosen people as anyone else’s God. If a omniscient and omnipotent God exists, it hasn’t revealed itself to me. The Jews religion and culture are just as foreign to me as the Catholics.

Now, I have said that there is nothing more beautiful than a woman’s body. The legs and feet, the face and hair, the small breasts preferably, and the two wonderful holes which lay in the middle. The female body is a place to come and worship. Men, if you have a problem watching two beautiful lesbians without getting an erection, we need to talk.

So two gay men have a penis and they are aware that they are men. Two lesbians are aware that they possess that beautiful vagina and recognize that they are women. This is as far as we go. Men, don’t put on a dress and go into a ladies bathroom and if you are transitioning, don’t play in women’s sports. You were born with a penis and the proper hormones, you will always be a man. It’s so much easier for us white heterosexual males. We understand gay, lesbian, bisexual, and straight. Also, parents, don’t allow your child to have a sex change. At such a young age, they don’t know what they are.

Gay and lesbian couples should have the right to marry in any State, adopt children, and have all the rights that a heterosexual couple have. Men, you know that you certainly don’t have to like it. If you are like me, you have probably had an unfortunate run in or two. I avoided a gay man all day in a hospital and damn if he didn’t end up behind me in the lunch line. No harm no foul. I had a man ask me to help him have intercourse with his wife, scared the shit out of me. Finally, I had a male masseuse, I had to hold my crotch the entire time. I did get a refund. Other than isolated incidents, straight men, I have no doubt that we are safe.

Jim Crow laws, state and local laws enforcing separation in schools, housing, transportation, public spaces, and voting. I’ve heard the name all of my life and never really understood its origin. I assumed that it was a powerful Senator. If you have wondered like I did or too lazy to look it up; Here is the story. Around 1828, a white entertainer named Thomas “Daddy” Rice developed a blackface stage character called “Jim Crow.” Rice darkened his skin with burnt cork and performed a song-and-dance routine called “Jump Jim Crow.” The act mocked enslaved Africans and free Black people imitating exaggerated speech, movements, and stereotypes for laughs.

Okay, let’s move on to what the decent intelligent blacks call the “N” word If they insist on referring to themselves as such, then I will follow suit. I must say that I could care less if this word is offensive to blacks or any other races. It is sad when stereotypes show themselves over and over again until the true culture is what these people show you. Many blacks are more racist than white people.

A high percentage of blacks are overweight. Many black females have multiple sex partners and produce several offspring with different fathers. Fathers, meaning that they contributed their part and will rarely be seen again. Many of these people don’t work, they rob, abuse SNAP benefits, and are responsible for so much crime and are multiple offenders in and out of prison. Good and decent blacks are scared of these criminals.

The culture of blacks is bad enough. The hair, the nails, the phone, the eyelashes, the tattoos, twerking, the loudness, the rap music, the attitude and many black men’s desire for white women.There is a social site on a major website that celebrates white women being with black men. It shows more than I wanted to see. No more white babies, produce brown babies and breed the white race out of existence. It is disturbing the extent to which younger white peoples emulate the black culture.

Blacks have ruined states and towns. When white flight occurs, the town dies. Businesses close, carjacking increases, shootings uptick, assaults, and homes which were once owned and cared for by whites begin to rot and fall apart. I don’t like the black culture. Given time, they will destroy everything around them. Black on black crime is considerable but not enough to end the race. They are here to stay, ignorant, unemployed, uneducated, abusing the system and hating white people. Older blacks and whites have black fatigue from loud black women and the YN’s or young “N”.

Who is going to step up? They desperately need a male mentor to show these young smart ass thugs how to be a man. I suppose that they still refer to the decent elders as “Uncle Toms”. Black boys don’t know what it is to be a man. They all want money, maybe some gold chains, the latest shoe, and a rap contract. We have such a shortage of black rappers! Like their mothers, they feel privileged and never shut their mouths.

Let’s not forget the Muslims. Abraham, Moses, Jesus, and the final prophet is Muhammad, the founder of Islam, all 1.9 million of them. Spending Over twenty three years in a cave, he exits with the Qur’an and Allah. Groups like Al-Qaeda, ISIS, Boko Haram, or the Taliban have committed brutal acts, including against other Muslims, while claiming religious justification. Muhammad created a religious movement that is now violent and intolerant. I remember vividly the first time an American was beheaded and posted online. I remember the video of a soldier in a cage who was burned alive.

Apparently those poor bastards who blew themselves up were lied to concerning the 72 virgins. According to Islam, this was never mentioned in the Qur’an. So, apparently the teachings of Muhammad were distorted And he would not have approved of attacking the twin towers.

There culture is so different from white Europeans, they have no business mixing with whites anymore than whites mixing with blacks. Segregation is not a dirty word. Segregation was forced upon us by a President. The strongest resistance came from: Southern segregationists, often from this President’s own Democratic Party. Senator Strom Thurmond (SC), and George Wallace (AL). They formed the so-called “Southern bloc” or “Dixiecrats.” These politicians, not the President were responsible for defending and prolonging segregation for decades. Many of their constituents later shifted allegiance to the Republican Party after civil-rights reforms. One of Johnson’s signature victories was the Civil Rights Act of 1964 which outlawed racial segregation in schools, workplaces, and public accommodations.

Immigration is destroying Europe and will eventually destroy the United States. Listen, we have some dumbass white folks. We have our druggies and our lazy unemployed Folks along with the alcoholics. As a race, we have done some damage to our cultural heritage. We don’t immigrate to Africa or India, we don’t leave America for Pakistan. Countries that I always thought that I could count on, like Great Britain and Sweden are being run over. One In five persons in Sweden are immigrants, 2.2 million strong. In Great Britain around 10 million people are immigrants. When I was young , life was pretty much segregated. The blacks literally stayed on the other side of the tracks and I never saw An immigrant.

Listen to what this guy had to say:

“The German nation does not wish its interest to be determined and controlled by any foreign nation France to the French, England to the English, America to the Americans, and Germany to the Germans. We are resolved to make to prevent the settlement in our country of a strange people which was capable of snatching for itself all the leading positions in the land and to oust it. For it is our will to educate our own nation for these leading positions, we have hundreds of thousands of very intelligent children of peasants and of the working classes. We shall have them educated in fact we have already begun and we wish that one day they and not the representatives of an alien race may hold the leading positions in the state together with our educated classes above all German culture as its name alone shows is German and not Jewish and therefore its management and care will be entrusted to members of our own nation.”

Now hear me when I say that I am not a fan of Hitler. He was a drug addict, delusional, and a mass murderer. He had problems with passing gas and had a thing for his niece. He did not fit the Aryan characteristics and quite possibly had a Jewish bloodline. His iron cross from WWI was questionable. He ended it all like a coward, allowing old men and children To finish his war while he sat in the bunker with a bullet in his head. What he and his cronies did to the people in concentration camps was unthinkable. I can’t imagine performing medical torture on children, starving people, or standing by the side of a ditch waiting for the bullet to end my life. Focus on his statement concerning “strange people” and “alien race”. They are taking over Europe and America, and by the way, Germany too.

Are you woke? Do you have progressive social ideas. You can probably guess that the word originates from the blacks. Stay woke to racial inequality. Black Lives Matter brought woke into the mainstream. I believe that most white Americans became sick of excessive political correctness and cancel culture. What happened to independent centrists? The Democrats have moved too far left and the Republicans have moved too far right. People have asked me if I pledged to a fraternity while in college. As a pledge I would not have gone to get a pizza for someone at two in the morning morning or any other time. As a pledge, I would not have allowed anyone to use a paddle on me. So, no, I was a member of the IMF; I was an independent mother fucker. I always have been and always will be.

Unfortunately the gay and lesbian community has added transgender and unisex and pronouns. The blacks have become YN’s and fat loud ass women. Many Muslims are nothing more than thugs and killers. It’s terrible that we talk about Immigration instead of segregation. One thing is certain, the United States and the world will never be the same. White straight men, white straight women, white babies, saying what is on your mind without worrying that you are offending someone; Those days are over and will never return. Much of your taxes are used to support blacks and immigrants. I do hate to put everyone in their groups and call them names. We know that there remains good people everywhere with different skin colors and different faiths. Yet, here we are, we have been backed into a corner.

Now I can tell you that for a number of years, I taught at an all black school. I instructed them the same as I would a student of any race. I introduced them to places and experiences that they would never had experienced including out of state and overnight trips. They liked me and they respected me. This doesn’t mean that I’m not a racist. But I believe that students of any race can learn if they put forth the proper effort, listen and learn. I still run into those students from time to time. They immediately remember me twenty years later and most say that I let them know that they had more brains than they ever realized. Every year that I taught, the students evolved to rude, lazy, disruptive, and disrespectful. With social media, there were more fights, sex between them started earlier and usually they recorded it with their phone under the bleachers of the football field. Good grades and learning were no longer important, preparation for college or a Vocational school was an occasional side thought.

Finally, I want to mention the meanness in the country and the world. I have always been a severe introvert. Too much people time really wears me out. I can however be extremely personable and I attempt to treat people with kindness. When I’m running on the highway, I won’t step on a bug. My dogs are like my children. What I’m saying is that I believe that I am a pretty decent person, especially when it comes to how I treat my fellow humans and animals. However, the things that I say sound so hateful. This is what today’s society does to decent Americans. I’m certain that an outpouring of men feel the same, but inside, they know what they are capable of and it’s not pretty. If we are pushed enough, we will stand our ground. I would tell the aliens, the strangers, we love our country and brave Americans (black and white) have fought and lost their lives defending it.

I feel a persistent tension between Self-image as a moral, decent, kind person, and a deep frustration and resentment toward groups perceived as changing or corroding society. I experience an inner contradiction, between empathy and hostility, my psychological conflict. I would like to reassert order over a chaotic cultural landscape, my labeling, classifying, and condemning are acts of reestablishing control. I feel like race, gender, religion, and national identity are no longer stable. Overexposure to media outrage and “woke vs. anti-woke” discourse produces psychological burnout. I don’t mythologize a simpler ordered past. I lived it. A world of fixed roles and clear norms. Underneath my raw statements is grief. I grieve for the loss of social simplicity, a loss of faith in our institutions, and a lost belief that decency alone can make a difference. I would like clarity, fairness, and peace; yet all I see is division and hypocrisy. Just a side thought. China is the oldest surviving civilization. I’m not gong to defend communism or their treatment of the Chinese people. What I’m saying is that China has a population where 0.1 percent are immigrants, which is less than 1 million people. Let me remind you that the United States has 15% or 52 million immigrants. China has been a civilization for about 4 thousand years or so and we have been around for only 250 years. We just don’t stand a chance.

Author’s Note – “RAW” Series This project explores what happens when ordinary people lose faith in the systems around them — when anger, exhaustion, and disillusionment collide with questions of identity, truth, and belonging. The language is intentionally blunt and uncomfortable, because that’s how disconnection feels. These writings are not endorsements of hatred or prejudice, but examinations of how those feelings are born, how they spread, and how they might be overcome. The goal is to understand, not to inflame. “RAW” is both a warning and a search for clarity — a mirror held up to a society that is fraying at its edges.