- 31 Dec, 2025 *
I grew up being the strong one, always being labeled as strong willed, strong minded, strong in character and in emotions. I was the rock, and I still am for lots of people, but nobody ever asks me how I feel because of it, or if I ever wanted to be the ‘rock’ of the family. Still, I have no choice, I will be it for everyone else’s sake. When I have to grieve though, I cannot, I have to think about what others are feeling before I show any emotion, because everyone else is so deregulated.
That is what being the rock is, being human does not matter for you when you are the rock, but you have to be th…
- 31 Dec, 2025 *
I grew up being the strong one, always being labeled as strong willed, strong minded, strong in character and in emotions. I was the rock, and I still am for lots of people, but nobody ever asks me how I feel because of it, or if I ever wanted to be the ‘rock’ of the family. Still, I have no choice, I will be it for everyone else’s sake. When I have to grieve though, I cannot, I have to think about what others are feeling before I show any emotion, because everyone else is so deregulated.
That is what being the rock is, being human does not matter for you when you are the rock, but you have to be there for everyone else. I guess, I am just here to comfort others.
What I feel is inconsequential. What I am is inconsequential, therefore, what I am not, is important.